leche.
i just realized i havent been posting lately.
this is sadder.
the reason is because i have nothing to write.
because aside from work and home, there's absolutely nothing happening with my life.
or at least nothing exciting enough.
when i felt like writing, it was all ranting and bitching. hardly a good read.
and even my feelings remain the same. i'm like mad, surly, depressed, psychotic everyday. for all the same reasons.
i hate it when i cry. but i hate it even more when i do it in public.
but my work makes me do such thing.
i know i sound melodramatic and disgustingly maudlin but i just feel so soo sooo low.
i know some people are worse off than me but i cant help the way i feel.
sometimes feelings and emotions are just so irrational.
what am i saying. they ARE irrational thoughts.
that's why they're feeligns and emotions; not logic.
lalala.
i need professional help.
or maybe i just need to go out more.
leche.
may pasok nanaman bukas.
this is sadder.
the reason is because i have nothing to write.
because aside from work and home, there's absolutely nothing happening with my life.
or at least nothing exciting enough.
when i felt like writing, it was all ranting and bitching. hardly a good read.
and even my feelings remain the same. i'm like mad, surly, depressed, psychotic everyday. for all the same reasons.
i hate it when i cry. but i hate it even more when i do it in public.
but my work makes me do such thing.
i know i sound melodramatic and disgustingly maudlin but i just feel so soo sooo low.
i know some people are worse off than me but i cant help the way i feel.
sometimes feelings and emotions are just so irrational.
what am i saying. they ARE irrational thoughts.
that's why they're feeligns and emotions; not logic.
lalala.
i need professional help.
or maybe i just need to go out more.
leche.
may pasok nanaman bukas.
