through the wall

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
ayoko na!!!!!
ayoko na mag cadd! ayoko na magtahi! ayoko na mag draft! ayoko naaaaaa...
yun draping n sketching ok lang :)

well super tagal na ako d nag u-update ng blog... friends ko din eh...
ganun ka busy... well at least natapos na yun pesteng cadd na draping. ugh. gumawa ako ng tig-20 na men, women, children, shoes n bags... tapos 10 shoes n 10 bags lang pla kelangan... tapos d na tinignan ni mitali lahat ng pinag-ga-gawa namin... 'show me #20 show me #15 show me #18... i know you did your wokr...' blah blah... buong week last week asa ml lang ako.... super sacrifice ng free time tapos ganun lang?????!!!!

ok nxt subject. draping. thank god natapos na yun origami ko... nagstart na ako sa patching... heheh poinsettia b nman yun patches ko... christmas... pero nilagyan ko ng black na sequins n beads kya d namn na mashadong christmas ang dating...

tapos sa sewing... mi golly... nxt wk na due... la pa ko natatahi.. .tapos kulang pa yun tela ko... argh.

ang saya saya naka 100 ako sa midterm plates sa fashsk3!!! woohoo!!!! magdrawing daw ng background... thanks irene for the little ideas!!!! :) nakakatawa pero ok lang... 100 naman... ok na masaya na ko dun... kahit d na ko maka 100 sa ibang plates.... :)

sana d puro skul ang buhay ko... mashado na ako naging wrapped up sa school work d ko na mashadong napapansin yun ppl around me... first of all, sister ko... nahihirapan na sa inaaral nya... gabi gabi na lang sha nagbabasa ng mga handouts... (oh i don't miss those days) pero the least i could do was help her hand out surveys for her research paper... nakalimutan ko pa nga all about that at first eh tapos ni-remind lang nya ako...
tapos si jgo... d na sha nagmumukmok about geanne pero super imberna namn sha k jlo kc d sha kinakausap... it all started with jona the mermaid na komiks... nahurt ata c jlo kc sha daw yun original na sirena.... mababaw pero sige intindihin na lang natin sha... ni-try na ni jgo kausapin pero d daw talaga sha pinansin... kya na-imberna pa nang lalo... hanggang naging insultuhan na kapag wala si jlo. mababaw at parang bata nga ang reaction ni jlo pero sana wag na nya patulan... sana d na to gawin ni jgo... si irene naasar na rin kc ayaw na nya marinig yun mga ganyang klaseng usapin kasi wala naman mangyayari... parang jgo is just dwelling in this issue na sana d na palakihin pa... naiintindihan ko point ni irene kc nakakaasar na nga marining yun pero naiintindihan ko din si jgo na kelangan nya maglabas ng sama ng loob.. alam ko nagusap naman na si jgo at si irene about that... so let's hope for the best...
si kim... parang ok naman na din.... pagirly girly na ngayon... nakapag todo-shopping na kasi... buti pa sha... ako wala nang damit!!! argh!!! okay... :)
tapos si jen... ok naman na sila ni brad/chong whatever....tapos knina sabi nya inaway nya pla... selos kc... magulo pero what can we do... ganyan talaga sila... may feeling ako na pwedeng tatagal yun relationship nla pero magulo-- alanganin na sila pero nde naman sila... away bati.... on the other hand... may feeling din ako na di sila magkakatuluyan... parang ma-pro-prolong lang yun whole thing pero d naman matutuloy or something... ewan ko lang... feeling lang yan... mahirap din sabihin kc d pa rin ata ni jen sure kung ano b gusto nya... hay... pero ok ok pa namn sha ngayon...
si ja... braces braces... tumutubo kasi yun isang late bloomer nya na ngipin...tapos namamaga yun gums nya... ako naman tumutubo yun 2 wisdom teeth ko sa lower uh, level? gum? whateve... kya nde ko alam saan ako ngunguya....aynako... tapos parang naghihinakit dn sha sa dad nya kc parang ayaw shang pagkagastusan for the braces pero kelangan naman nya... pero lam ko na lam nmn nya na mahihirapan magbudget...
si irene... lonely na din yan... sabi nya kanina wala kming boys... ok lang yan irene.. ok lang yan... eheehee tapos nakita namin si magnus nung isang araw... ewan ko ba kung bakit nde na yun tumawag ever k irene... parang ok namn na noon eh... kilig pa nga eh... shempre bitter bitter si irene... well normal lang yan... shempre d namin alam what happened db??
hay sige eto na muna... masakit na kamay ko sa kakatype... tapos magda-dye pa ko ng tulle...

til next time!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MWAH!

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woke up at seven am today coz i was going to divi with my friendships... si kim nagyaya kahapon so sha na hinayaan ko mag asikaso nun meeting and stuff... tapos d pla nya nainvite c ja.. d kc pumasok kahapon si ja...so anyway sinundo ko si kim sa hous nya ... but along the way, nagtxt c jgo na sama sha n nagtxt daw si geanne nung gabi.
naku... big news to! it could be good but then again it could be devastating news.. so sabi ko na lng sa kanya na don't expect ANYTHING from him.. well, shempre baka ma hurt lang dn sha... ayaw ko naman yun
tapos nung asa car na kmi ni kim nagtxt nmn c jgo na nakausap na daw nya si emo... tinanong ko kung anong feeling ni jgo... keme daw...medyo disappointed lang... totoo ba yan??? pero at least asa isip nya din si crush#1 (refer to her blog) kya medyo d ganun kalaki yun impact...
so nag drugstore muna kme ni kim kasi ayaw talaga tumigil kakatulo ng sipon ko knina... argh... after ko uminom ng gamot, nawala-wala namn na sipon ko... so nag national kme afterwards... buy me ng prang refill na white... mini sharpener... sabi ni irene mahal kc 100 lng sa sm.. eh 119 sa natio.. oh well... nabili ko na... n nung pumunta kme ni ja sa sm harison la na sharpener :(
tapos nag welmanson na kme den we met jgo n irene... bili bili ng tela... super init as in... ang sakit sa ulo... pero d namn ako na sunburn thank god... super oily lng ng fess ko... naka buy me ng pink na taffeta cute cute... tapos weird brown cloth for my polo barong n illusion tulle.. peste kya yun tindera... binigay nya nung unang tanong namin 100 per yard tpos tinawad namin tapos 80 daw.. ngeh.. yun sa kabilang tindahan na kukuha sa kanila 70 bigay sa amin eh... tanga tanga... tapos tinanong nla kung ilang yards b kelangan sabi namin 12 (kc 3 yards each kme) kya binigay na 60 per yard... laking bawas din yun ah!
then we had lunch sa divi mall food court. super dami tao we ended up sitting at the smoking area... nag greenwich kme ni irene tapos we bought tiramisu sundae for dessert... sarap namn! :)
tapos nagpasundo c irene k manong n hinatid kme sa skul kc gagawa kme ng cadd... dami kc pinapagawa ni mitali eh... kakaupo pa lng namin sa ml dumating si sir john.. pinapaalis kme... asar!!! so nag hangout muna kme sa kubo.. ang daming tao tapos ang init init!!!
tapos mga 4 bumalik kme tapos na save ko na yun mga jpeg weaves ko sa disks... tapos 5 na... uwi na... yun lang...

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sabi ko ayoko na mag blog pero what the hell... d naman kc kelangan everyday mag update... ewan ko y i felt compelled to update everyday... so... nag draping kme knina... work work ako nung b4 2.30 to around 4.30 ... tapos pagkatapos na nun, tinamad na ako... papunta punta na sa kabilang room, nagtatago kay ms mitz.. haha pero nakita naman nya na nag work har ako -- for the first few hours... ha!!! anyway, tapos ni-txt ko si vinci... nangangamusta kc na sprain pla yun shoulder nya... la lang... kc parang iniwasan ko sha after that whole valentines thingy... hehe ewan ko kung may nakapansin... don't really know why i did that... weird lang i guess... kc nakatatak na sa mind ko na friends kme eh.. d ko naman akalain na he's gonna cross that line.. oh well he did and i sorta freaked out i guess... unfair din sa kanya kc di dn namin napagusapan yan... ang awkward talaga for me eh... hanggang ngayon i don't have the guts to talk to him about it... aynako... dunno kung ganun pa rin feeling nya... bahala na... and the question is ano ang feeling ko...??? hm... ano nga ba... ewan ko din eh... ehehe...

anyway... nag party kme nung wednesday night... haha retro yun theme... tapos nag host ako and i sang with the live band... ang cool ng experience... pwede na ako mag band! haha!! i sang 'downtown' by petula clark... super luma na... pero cute yun song... tapos nde ko memorize yun lyrics and d ko mabasa yun lyric sheet kaya yun ibang lines, pa-hum hum na lang ako tapos yun last word lang sa line yun kinakanta ko... haha!!! comed... tapos nag bigay ng ang pao yun aunty ko... bigay nya sa akin 2400!! yehey!!! ipon ipon pera... heehee

sana matuloy yun field trip abroad... gusto ko talaga mag abroad... d pa kc ako nakakasakay ng eroplano eh... hehe..

inaanok na ako... gagawa pa pla ako ng listahan ng mga bibilhin ko sa divi...

helpful din to para makilala nya pa ako nang lalo... nakuha ko to sa blog ni jgo...

13 Stuffs
THIRTEEN RANDOM THINGS YOU LIKE:
-chocolate
-shoes
-clothes
-music and singing
-canned peaches
-watching movies
-carolina herrera's collections
-cosmetics (makeup perfume nail polish et cetera)
-watching tennis
-archie comics
-shopping
-x-games - dave mirra!! mike metzger! eito!! sandro dias!!!
-eomer!!! karl urban!!!

TWELVE GREAT MOVIES.
-Black Hawk Down
-Monsters, Inc.
-Lord of the Rings trilogy
-all Star Wars
-Finding Nemo
-Matrix trilogy including animatrix
-Signs
-White Oleander
-Chocolat
-Clueless (honestly may sense sha)
-Chipmunks adventure around the world
-care Bears in wonderland

ELEVEN GOOD ARTISTS/BANDS
-Maroon 5
-Lifehouse
-Goo Goo Dolls
-3rd Eye blind
-Vertical Horizon
-Switchfoot
-Sandwich
-Lifehouse
-Stonefree
-Jars of Clay
-Staind

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOU...
-tamad
-makalat
-tahimik lang
-sensitive
-madaling mapagod
-madaling magkasipon at ubo
-antukin
-very sentimental pero di pinapahalata
-normally kuripot pero may araw na magastos mashado
-MAKALIMUTIN!

NINE FRIENDS NUNG KABATAAN
-vanny
-jaydee
-joan
-roslyn
-tricia
-kate
-jill
-christine
-stephanie

EIGHT FAVORITE FOODS/DRINKS...
-Leche flan
-Chocolate
-Coffee Jelly Frappucino
-Coca Cola favorite
-lucky me pansit canton
-Pasta
-sinigang na super duper asim
-fruits: mango lychee peaches lanzones basta nde pina n avocado ick

SEVEN THINGS YOU WEAR DAILY...
-earrings
-Jeans
-t-shirt
-Underwear
-sandals
-Eyeglasses
-Watch

SIX THINGS THAT MAKE YOU HAPPY
-my stuffed cat
-friends
-shobe
-my dreams
-manicure n pedicure
-food

FIVE SHOWS YOU WATCH
-Alias
-One Tree Hill
-The O.C.
-Charmed
-CSI las vegas n miami

FOUR THINGS YOU TOUCH EVERYDAY
-toothbrush
-kumot
-my face
-cellphone

THREE CELEBRITIES YOU ADMIRE:
-kate hudson
-stuart townsend
-jennifer garner

TWO PEOPLE ON FRIENDSTER YOU HAVE FIRST INVITED:
-shobe
-friends

ONE PERSON YOU COULD SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH:
-it SHOULD be someone i love pero wala pa eh.. oh well

hm... yun lang i guess... mwah!

Posted by toni lauren at 9:35 PM | Permalink | Comments

lagpas one week na ako d nag-u-update! sa sobrang daming nangyari nakalimutan ko naaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!
argh. ugh!
two days ago nag type na ako pero naghang naman pc ko...
i read blogs... i took jen's wat kind of kiss... tender kiss din... parang lahat tayo ah... nyway... nabasa ko mga blog ng friends ko tapos naisip ko na parang walang kwentang kaibigan ako... hmm, meron naman siguro pero i guess i'm not always physically THERE to be for them.. pano kasi direcho sa bahay pagkatapos ng class... naaala ko noon si jed yun taga benildean kc sabi nya away nya sa bahay nla kya hanggang gabi sha asa skul... i don't know why pero d ko talaga feel na magstay sa school hanggang gabi... maybe because i resent the fact that i spend more time in school than at home... but when i do stay, it's fun naman kc i get to chika with my friends... pero nabasa ko blog ni jenjen... d na ko updated sa love story nla ni "u know hu" and noon, d ko rin alam about ******t or j and m... tapos sa blog naman ni jgo... nakakaguilty kc wala lang akong magawa about her situation na forgive me for the term naghahabol pa rin k geanne... alam kong d pa sha over him pero i didn't think na she would txt him asking for another chance.. whoa.
tapos si ja, ever busy, can't really say nagtatampo... but she's i don't know she's not doubting her friends, she's just feeling taken for granted... but that's normal i guess... kasi ako din sometimes i feel like i really don't have friends (pero they're there).. and i feel left out and aynako drama na pero medyo manhid na ako sa pagiging op... super op ako nung high school... niwala kayo?

anyway... nakakadepress din makita ang friends ko na miserable... si jgo... pangitingiti pero pag nakatunganga... parang super laki ng problema nya (well, malaki nga naman talaga...) what i mean is makikita mo talaga na nagpapalit ang mood nya...
si jen... away bati... sabi nga nya di pa daw mature pero pagpasensyahan... nde ko talaga sha gusto pero sana i-treat naman sha ng maayos... di yun parang pinaglalaruan lng sha na second chance tapos d daw sha seryoso... anubayan... pero bati na sila ulit...masaya na ulit si jen... gud for her...as i've always said, it's her decision and it will always be... sabi nga sa gepsych love is a decision...
i guess i'm just feeling guilty coz i can't do anything about it...
si kim... wawa din yan... ewan ko minsan nga naaasar na lgn ako k kim kc nde nya ginagawa mga assignment nya... ewan ko kung bakit kc grade naman nya yun... pero alam ko na she's under A LOT of stress so i've been trying to be as helpful as i can be... kahit remind lang na may assignment... or hug hug lang... i know i'd feel better if my friends hugged me during rough times... :) super close kc family nla kim... shempre priority naman natin is family db?
si irene naman... naku nakakalimutan ang class.. i'll try ny best to ber her alarm clock on mondays... basta gumising ka na pag itxt kta... oki??? congrats nga pla sa wildvines!!! runner up na to!!! wooh! i gave irene a card kc d ako nakanood ng show... sabi ko dun, "win or lose, you are fabYOUlous!!"

haha... well, time to open up (slightly)...i'm not happy... not really... i'm not sad but i'm not happy. i don't know why... lack of something... help me figure it out... well i'm not really secretive... i'm just not that open... especially when it comes to feelings... yun mga asar moments madali lang yun sabihin eh... meron lng talagang mga bagay na di ko talaga sinasabi kc nakakahiya... heehee...
i don't really want anything i say to be in writing so if you wanna know something, just ask ;)

grabe inaantok na ako pero natatamad pa ako matulog...


hay...
ay mali
AARGH!

Posted by toni lauren at 9:26 PM | Permalink | Comments