aargh!
lagpas one week na ako d nag-u-update! sa sobrang daming nangyari nakalimutan ko naaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!
argh. ugh!
two days ago nag type na ako pero naghang naman pc ko...
i read blogs... i took jen's wat kind of kiss... tender kiss din... parang lahat tayo ah... nyway... nabasa ko mga blog ng friends ko tapos naisip ko na parang walang kwentang kaibigan ako... hmm, meron naman siguro pero i guess i'm not always physically THERE to be for them.. pano kasi direcho sa bahay pagkatapos ng class... naaala ko noon si jed yun taga benildean kc sabi nya away nya sa bahay nla kya hanggang gabi sha asa skul... i don't know why pero d ko talaga feel na magstay sa school hanggang gabi... maybe because i resent the fact that i spend more time in school than at home... but when i do stay, it's fun naman kc i get to chika with my friends... pero nabasa ko blog ni jenjen... d na ko updated sa love story nla ni "u know hu" and noon, d ko rin alam about ******t or j and m... tapos sa blog naman ni jgo... nakakaguilty kc wala lang akong magawa about her situation na forgive me for the term naghahabol pa rin k geanne... alam kong d pa sha over him pero i didn't think na she would txt him asking for another chance.. whoa.
tapos si ja, ever busy, can't really say nagtatampo... but she's i don't know she's not doubting her friends, she's just feeling taken for granted... but that's normal i guess... kasi ako din sometimes i feel like i really don't have friends (pero they're there).. and i feel left out and aynako drama na pero medyo manhid na ako sa pagiging op... super op ako nung high school... niwala kayo?
anyway... nakakadepress din makita ang friends ko na miserable... si jgo... pangitingiti pero pag nakatunganga... parang super laki ng problema nya (well, malaki nga naman talaga...) what i mean is makikita mo talaga na nagpapalit ang mood nya...
si jen... away bati... sabi nga nya di pa daw mature pero pagpasensyahan... nde ko talaga sha gusto pero sana i-treat naman sha ng maayos... di yun parang pinaglalaruan lng sha na second chance tapos d daw sha seryoso... anubayan... pero bati na sila ulit...masaya na ulit si jen... gud for her...as i've always said, it's her decision and it will always be... sabi nga sa gepsych love is a decision...
i guess i'm just feeling guilty coz i can't do anything about it...
si kim... wawa din yan... ewan ko minsan nga naaasar na lgn ako k kim kc nde nya ginagawa mga assignment nya... ewan ko kung bakit kc grade naman nya yun... pero alam ko na she's under A LOT of stress so i've been trying to be as helpful as i can be... kahit remind lang na may assignment... or hug hug lang... i know i'd feel better if my friends hugged me during rough times... :) super close kc family nla kim... shempre priority naman natin is family db?
si irene naman... naku nakakalimutan ang class.. i'll try ny best to ber her alarm clock on mondays... basta gumising ka na pag itxt kta... oki??? congrats nga pla sa wildvines!!! runner up na to!!! wooh! i gave irene a card kc d ako nakanood ng show... sabi ko dun, "win or lose, you are fabYOUlous!!"
haha... well, time to open up (slightly)...i'm not happy... not really... i'm not sad but i'm not happy. i don't know why... lack of something... help me figure it out... well i'm not really secretive... i'm just not that open... especially when it comes to feelings... yun mga asar moments madali lang yun sabihin eh... meron lng talagang mga bagay na di ko talaga sinasabi kc nakakahiya... heehee...
i don't really want anything i say to be in writing so if you wanna know something, just ask ;)
grabe inaantok na ako pero natatamad pa ako matulog...
hay...
ay mali
AARGH!
argh. ugh!
two days ago nag type na ako pero naghang naman pc ko...
i read blogs... i took jen's wat kind of kiss... tender kiss din... parang lahat tayo ah... nyway... nabasa ko mga blog ng friends ko tapos naisip ko na parang walang kwentang kaibigan ako... hmm, meron naman siguro pero i guess i'm not always physically THERE to be for them.. pano kasi direcho sa bahay pagkatapos ng class... naaala ko noon si jed yun taga benildean kc sabi nya away nya sa bahay nla kya hanggang gabi sha asa skul... i don't know why pero d ko talaga feel na magstay sa school hanggang gabi... maybe because i resent the fact that i spend more time in school than at home... but when i do stay, it's fun naman kc i get to chika with my friends... pero nabasa ko blog ni jenjen... d na ko updated sa love story nla ni "u know hu" and noon, d ko rin alam about ******t or j and m... tapos sa blog naman ni jgo... nakakaguilty kc wala lang akong magawa about her situation na forgive me for the term naghahabol pa rin k geanne... alam kong d pa sha over him pero i didn't think na she would txt him asking for another chance.. whoa.
tapos si ja, ever busy, can't really say nagtatampo... but she's i don't know she's not doubting her friends, she's just feeling taken for granted... but that's normal i guess... kasi ako din sometimes i feel like i really don't have friends (pero they're there).. and i feel left out and aynako drama na pero medyo manhid na ako sa pagiging op... super op ako nung high school... niwala kayo?
anyway... nakakadepress din makita ang friends ko na miserable... si jgo... pangitingiti pero pag nakatunganga... parang super laki ng problema nya (well, malaki nga naman talaga...) what i mean is makikita mo talaga na nagpapalit ang mood nya...
si jen... away bati... sabi nga nya di pa daw mature pero pagpasensyahan... nde ko talaga sha gusto pero sana i-treat naman sha ng maayos... di yun parang pinaglalaruan lng sha na second chance tapos d daw sha seryoso... anubayan... pero bati na sila ulit...masaya na ulit si jen... gud for her...as i've always said, it's her decision and it will always be... sabi nga sa gepsych love is a decision...
i guess i'm just feeling guilty coz i can't do anything about it...
si kim... wawa din yan... ewan ko minsan nga naaasar na lgn ako k kim kc nde nya ginagawa mga assignment nya... ewan ko kung bakit kc grade naman nya yun... pero alam ko na she's under A LOT of stress so i've been trying to be as helpful as i can be... kahit remind lang na may assignment... or hug hug lang... i know i'd feel better if my friends hugged me during rough times... :) super close kc family nla kim... shempre priority naman natin is family db?
si irene naman... naku nakakalimutan ang class.. i'll try ny best to ber her alarm clock on mondays... basta gumising ka na pag itxt kta... oki??? congrats nga pla sa wildvines!!! runner up na to!!! wooh! i gave irene a card kc d ako nakanood ng show... sabi ko dun, "win or lose, you are fabYOUlous!!"
haha... well, time to open up (slightly)...i'm not happy... not really... i'm not sad but i'm not happy. i don't know why... lack of something... help me figure it out... well i'm not really secretive... i'm just not that open... especially when it comes to feelings... yun mga asar moments madali lang yun sabihin eh... meron lng talagang mga bagay na di ko talaga sinasabi kc nakakahiya... heehee...
i don't really want anything i say to be in writing so if you wanna know something, just ask ;)
grabe inaantok na ako pero natatamad pa ako matulog...
hay...
ay mali
AARGH!
