fear.
i found myself lying on my bed staring at the ceiling. my mom brought me out of my stupor came in and asked what's with me. i told her wala ako magawa...then she good naturedly started suggesting things that i could do for the meantime. ayaw ko lahat. semi-exasperatedly, she asked anong gusto ko. i immediately replied (without thinking or anything): wala.
this made me realize a few things. or made me think about things, at least.
wala akong gustong gawin. i don't want to work but i don't want to be a bum. i don't wanna stay home but i don't wanna make plans to go out. i don't wanna study again, either.
so what does this make me?
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i am not easily embarassed. but i fear looking stupid in front of someone.
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tv is slowly losing its relaxing effects on me.
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i am everything you want
i am everything you need
i am everything inside of you
that you wish you could be
i say all the right things
at exactly the right time
but i mean nothing to you
and i don't know why
everything you want
vertical horizon
this made me realize a few things. or made me think about things, at least.
wala akong gustong gawin. i don't want to work but i don't want to be a bum. i don't wanna stay home but i don't wanna make plans to go out. i don't wanna study again, either.
so what does this make me?
===
i am not easily embarassed. but i fear looking stupid in front of someone.
===
tv is slowly losing its relaxing effects on me.
===
i am everything you want
i am everything you need
i am everything inside of you
that you wish you could be
i say all the right things
at exactly the right time
but i mean nothing to you
and i don't know why
everything you want
vertical horizon
