i just wanna live
it's crazy how my friends keep reflecting on their lives and what they intend to do with the rest of their lives.
it's funny how i don't care about the fact that i don't know what i want to do with the rest of my life.
with my obsessive-compulsive tendencies, it's surprising how i don't have a plan. and how i don't have a solution.
i just wanna stop thinking about what i want to do with my life and just live. because that's what life is supposed to be--living. not planning.
i can't help but feel that i haven't really been living... i rarely get to do what i really want to do... oftentimes i gotta make compromises... but i understand. life is about compromises... it's not about jsut getting what you want.. imagine if the world was soooo "PERFECT" that we get to have everything we wanted. do you really think that thw world will be a better place? i don't think so. so i realize that even is i don't get EVERYTHING i WANT, i'm actually pretty lucky. coz i get to have SOMETHINGs i WANT. despite the certain restrictions that i have to live with.
when people ask me what i intend to do after i graduate, screw em.
i just give a little shrug or a little smile coz i have no idea. really. i first wanna see what's out there by living.
sometimes planning ahead works, but sometimes it doesn't.
right now, i just wanna bum around and do nothing... i'll do my projects later...
i still haven't decided if i'm gonna go to kim's on thursday...
on the regular note...
HOLY WEEK
went to subic last thursday. went home on saturday. ended up pigging out on chocolates, clubhouse sandwiches and a heaping plate of spaghetti. stayed at magellan's landing. pretty cute motif. guess. yup-nautical. saw a LOT of water and an oil tanker called Hellas Progress. absolutely breathtaking at nighttime - coz of all the lights. waded on an area of a beach filled with small rocks and pebbles (apparently there was a water eel swimming with us). water was cold. thought i didn't get a tan but irene noticed i got slightly darker. i saw about 5 jellyfish in the water by our hotel room... ate grilled samlmon steak at meat plus. yum.
SCHOOLWORK
finished editorials for sir aman. he liked em wc is good coz i liked em. gonna recycle a certain project from an old class for a current class. still have to do finals project for ms savet n sir aman. den i have to do stacy and ecofashion project for miss munda. piece of cake. yeah right.
FASHION WEEK
went to glorietta activity center for fashion week gala night. saw a lot of beautiful clothes as well as crappy clothes. saw a lot of famous models. nicolette bell is very pretty. also saw jenni epperson. she and honnie from class looks soooo much alike. didn't know how to get home so i rod the mrt with zig jona borgh dax n raffy. super init super sticky... i put johnson's baby powder on my arms so that no one will stick to me. --eh?
got off at shaw station but the guard at the shang entrance wouldn't let me in. i totally begged him to-- i told him i didn't know how to get there and that i was scared and looked like i was about to cry but it didn't work-- he just wouldn't budge. so i walked on the sidewalk. oh well... you can't get your way all the time.
LOVE
nothing here.
It’s gettin' hectic everywhere that I go
They won’t leave me alone
There’s things they all wanna know
I'm paranoid of all the people I meet
Why are they talking to me?
And why can’t anyone see
I just wanna live
Don’t really care about the things that they say
Don’t really care about what LIFE does to me
I just wanna live
I just Wanna Live
Good Charlotte
it's funny how i don't care about the fact that i don't know what i want to do with the rest of my life.
with my obsessive-compulsive tendencies, it's surprising how i don't have a plan. and how i don't have a solution.
i just wanna stop thinking about what i want to do with my life and just live. because that's what life is supposed to be--living. not planning.
i can't help but feel that i haven't really been living... i rarely get to do what i really want to do... oftentimes i gotta make compromises... but i understand. life is about compromises... it's not about jsut getting what you want.. imagine if the world was soooo "PERFECT" that we get to have everything we wanted. do you really think that thw world will be a better place? i don't think so. so i realize that even is i don't get EVERYTHING i WANT, i'm actually pretty lucky. coz i get to have SOMETHINGs i WANT. despite the certain restrictions that i have to live with.
when people ask me what i intend to do after i graduate, screw em.
i just give a little shrug or a little smile coz i have no idea. really. i first wanna see what's out there by living.
sometimes planning ahead works, but sometimes it doesn't.
right now, i just wanna bum around and do nothing... i'll do my projects later...
i still haven't decided if i'm gonna go to kim's on thursday...
on the regular note...
HOLY WEEK
went to subic last thursday. went home on saturday. ended up pigging out on chocolates, clubhouse sandwiches and a heaping plate of spaghetti. stayed at magellan's landing. pretty cute motif. guess. yup-nautical. saw a LOT of water and an oil tanker called Hellas Progress. absolutely breathtaking at nighttime - coz of all the lights. waded on an area of a beach filled with small rocks and pebbles (apparently there was a water eel swimming with us). water was cold. thought i didn't get a tan but irene noticed i got slightly darker. i saw about 5 jellyfish in the water by our hotel room... ate grilled samlmon steak at meat plus. yum.
SCHOOLWORK
finished editorials for sir aman. he liked em wc is good coz i liked em. gonna recycle a certain project from an old class for a current class. still have to do finals project for ms savet n sir aman. den i have to do stacy and ecofashion project for miss munda. piece of cake. yeah right.
FASHION WEEK
went to glorietta activity center for fashion week gala night. saw a lot of beautiful clothes as well as crappy clothes. saw a lot of famous models. nicolette bell is very pretty. also saw jenni epperson. she and honnie from class looks soooo much alike. didn't know how to get home so i rod the mrt with zig jona borgh dax n raffy. super init super sticky... i put johnson's baby powder on my arms so that no one will stick to me. --eh?
got off at shaw station but the guard at the shang entrance wouldn't let me in. i totally begged him to-- i told him i didn't know how to get there and that i was scared and looked like i was about to cry but it didn't work-- he just wouldn't budge. so i walked on the sidewalk. oh well... you can't get your way all the time.
LOVE
nothing here.
It’s gettin' hectic everywhere that I go
They won’t leave me alone
There’s things they all wanna know
I'm paranoid of all the people I meet
Why are they talking to me?
And why can’t anyone see
I just wanna live
Don’t really care about the things that they say
Don’t really care about what LIFE does to me
I just wanna live
I just Wanna Live
Good Charlotte
