CONSPIRE.
i've never read the alchemist but sir aman told me that's where the quote "oh how the forces of the universe conspire" come from.
do you ever feel like everything just goes wrong and you can't do anything about it and it sucks even more because of this?
i never wanted my blog to be have an account of all my rants but this is all i can do right now.
this week has been one of the worst weeks ever. i just don't take things to heart to much. if i did, i'd be going crazy right now.
the three day break we had didn't feel like a break at all--having to slave away in front of my computer trying to think of how august strindberg was significant in my life when the reality is he's not. not at all. i swear if and when she asks me how is he significant i'd say he's not. dare me. i mean, he's dead. and the fact that i didn't know him when he was alive doesn't help either.
then i was in school from 8am to 9pm last tuesday and i absolutely hate staying in school for extremely long periods of time because i resent the fact that i spend most of my life, time and energy there, and as a result i don't have time and energy to spend on other aspects of my life.
just like i said in my previous entry, i hate tuesdays.
wednesday and thursday were also wasted, having discussed nothing in class, as usual, and having spent majority of class time at kodak estrada and mcdonalds.
but then, friday is supposed to be fun when i get to take fun pictures and experiment with makeup and styling... but today was different.
aside from the fact that the driver couldn't drive me home today, i didn't feel so good while taking pictures. plus. the camera was set to iso 400...! and my film was only iso 100. so there. it's a really crappy day.
aside from these, there had also been several small incidents that is continuously trying my patience.
thanks to my friends who tried to make me feel better. much appreciated.
argh.
one more thing. stupid dressmaker didn't deliver the dress yet. tomorrow morning na. hay.
once again,
argh.
do you ever feel like everything just goes wrong and you can't do anything about it and it sucks even more because of this?
i never wanted my blog to be have an account of all my rants but this is all i can do right now.
this week has been one of the worst weeks ever. i just don't take things to heart to much. if i did, i'd be going crazy right now.
the three day break we had didn't feel like a break at all--having to slave away in front of my computer trying to think of how august strindberg was significant in my life when the reality is he's not. not at all. i swear if and when she asks me how is he significant i'd say he's not. dare me. i mean, he's dead. and the fact that i didn't know him when he was alive doesn't help either.
then i was in school from 8am to 9pm last tuesday and i absolutely hate staying in school for extremely long periods of time because i resent the fact that i spend most of my life, time and energy there, and as a result i don't have time and energy to spend on other aspects of my life.
just like i said in my previous entry, i hate tuesdays.
wednesday and thursday were also wasted, having discussed nothing in class, as usual, and having spent majority of class time at kodak estrada and mcdonalds.
but then, friday is supposed to be fun when i get to take fun pictures and experiment with makeup and styling... but today was different.
aside from the fact that the driver couldn't drive me home today, i didn't feel so good while taking pictures. plus. the camera was set to iso 400...! and my film was only iso 100. so there. it's a really crappy day.
aside from these, there had also been several small incidents that is continuously trying my patience.
thanks to my friends who tried to make me feel better. much appreciated.
argh.
one more thing. stupid dressmaker didn't deliver the dress yet. tomorrow morning na. hay.
once again,
argh.
